So, I have been thinking about how and where to actually start the Story and to be honest Its best that I just start from
the Beginning - So here I go...
My name is Brad aka Bradford, middle nam, last name is actually irrelevant because its not about me, ok wait it is all about me but its not the name that is really important event though I got my name in a kinda cool way so here is
Sidenote #1 - So just a heads up, I am going to throw in Sidenotes here and there- just my way to add a little insight to the story and being
That I am just writing this as i go, some shit is going to come up and when it does i am just going to notate it..
So, technically Sidenote #2 is the real first sidenote - when I was born, there apparently were some implications with the birth and the Doctort that saved my life was Dr. Bradford so my mother named me after the Dr that saved my life!
Now back to the story...
So I was born - the middle kid, older Brother and a younger sister both 2 years apart...
When I was 2 years old my father passed away at the age of 32 from a Heart Attch playing tennis! I know WTF apparently he was born with a very large heart and well it didnt work to well... So when my mother was 32 years old she was a widow with 3 children...
About year and a half later my mother married Dad#2 who had aleady been divorced once so when i was around 4 I got a new Dad, Brother and a sister. They were older but we were family! B
So moving on a little bit because there is not to much to say when i was 4... but here is the thing...
Have you ever heard of Middle Kid Symdrome? Well its true... At least it was for me...
So here is what happened -
When my father died... My brother became the Man - he was actually even named after my father...
My Sister became little Princess - so where did that leave me?
Fucking No where...
So I think this is how and where it all started - I was a loner kid growing up - no friends...
My friends were imaginary Cloud Friends - I know - fucking weird but when i went out to play, i imagined that the cloud friends would come down and play with me... I was sad, lonely and probably depressed...
But how did i deal with it? How did my mother deal with it?
SMILE - she would tell me dont let anyone know you are sad - just smile :)
Yup that is how it all started...
Sidenote - So when I say this is how it all started then that I truly think thats where it started - The Walls, The Pyramid - It will make sense later but just remember the "FUCKING PYRAMID"
So, my mother was the middle kid older brother and younger sister and both her parents were alcohols so I think that is just how she delt with things -
sidenote - I just thuoght of something, i wasnt going to get into but just by writing this I think I just realied something - tell ya later! It will make sense in time - i promise
So, anyways back to the story - so my middle years were not fun... sad, alone, cloud friends - that is about it... but I promise things will make sense because the more i write, I see how all this shit ties together...
Time to move on!